second day at the con was even better than the first!!!! such exciting news!! i hope this will help me in the future to achieve my goals~~
i cant wait till april. april has A LOT in store for me and im ready for it!!! >:D
well not really,..,but i will be!!! puwahahhaha

OHAYOCON DAY 1
i met IBI!!!! he was so sweet to everyone and really helped out ppl in picking clothes. its like awww~
but i was talking to the ppl at the booth and everything then i showed them my hangry and angry tattoos and everyone there geeked out and wanted to take pictures of it XD. even IBI!  and when i finished shopping i got to take a pic with him and get his autograph and in one of the pictures he wanted me to show my tattoos again lol. he really liked them (*w*)
ahhh when i checked out the guy that runs the booths he asked me if i was going to any other cons since he has remembered me from the other conventions. i told him that i was going to sakuracon and hes like, you want to work at sakuracon at the jrock booth?? and i was like OHHH YEAAA im so interested!!!! he said i get a free pass and everything. super super stoked!!!! he told me hell give me a call soon to give more details about it.,,.and i can not wait for sakuracon!!!!
first day ..,,.epic.

i got my haircut. the stylist remembered me from the summer, which is surprising. shes a good stylist. i told her to cut off the end and everything. she cut it and did my bangs ,.,.which was something i didnt want (>.>) but she was like,,.it will make you look more mature and grow out nicely. hope shes right lol, but i trust her. i think it looks weird when not styled (top) but then it looks really boyish when i style it (bottom). eh whatever,.,.new hair style
 .,.,i hope it will grow fast this time around now that its all healthy and everything.,,.,.

while over at my friends apartment,.,.,.we were going through pictures from freshmen year. and holy asldkfnasjbfklajsdkfasdfh.,.,.,,.i looked sooo bad!!!! hahahaha,,.,.i dunno why ppl liked me back then or even sophomore year,,.i just looked like a hott mess.
my two good friends and i have changed so much,,,.,.and as we kept looking through the picture up to this year, we started to notice that we havent really hung out that much or taken a lot of picutres.  you think high school is hard, but once you go to college, you just .,,.dont have a life outside of projects and school. i cant wait for this semester to be over with!!!
i just need to actually work hard and get shit done early this time and not wait till the last minute to do so

this came in the mail today. i bought this because my one friend has never seen this movie and i was like (*___*)
i remember going to the theaters to watch this movie! my all time favorite movie when i was a kid.

i kinda wanna keep it now (>.>),..,and give my friends something else. but shit i can find another copy and order that one for myself!! lol

this is it! today im going to turn in my graduation application, pay the unnecessary fee which they will have to rip outta my hand to get (>,<). i checked my unofficial transcript and i will complete EVERYTHING in the degree requirements this semester!!!!! im so excited to get out of that school, but then im worried because all i know is school and homework and no sleep. my brother has been talking to me to go to Grad School, but i told him that school is not for me. i didnt even want to go to college, but i was forced into it by my parents. more or less my dad to go to art school, but my mom wanted me to be a nurse or doctor. i dont see why!?!?! so stereotypical of my mom. though 2/3 of my brothers are in the medical field (>.>).

ANYWAYS my brother kept talking how good my grades are and how i should just apply. but i told him that i slack so much and i always do my projects last minute. how i got such good marks last semester must have been a fluke (or any of the other semesters where i got mostly all A's and a few B's), because i skipped so many classes and put no heart into anything.

i feel kinda accepted by my brother here in america. because we NEVER get a long. we are so different in personality and how we view things. he always says i use the excuse, im an artist, but really i dont (>.>). he doesnt accepted the alternative way of life or being secluded from everyone. hes WAY more social than i am, and im just as happy to say home by myself,.,.which he doesnt understand how i can do that.

BUT,.,.the point of this entry is. im finally growing up and i will be graduating from college in may!!! two days before my birthday which is even better!!! (;w;) only thing i love about my birthday, its two days after i finish school for the summer,..,.,ohhhh how fun!!!!! i dont know what to do with myself, but hopefully find a job to keep my apartment until august and then get a JOB!!! JOB JOBJOB where i get paid more than minimal wage.  but i shouldnt let my lease hold me back. im going to look for jobs and if anything is promising and will take me, i WILL break my lease, get outta this city and move to my new job!!!! ahahhahahahah. so exciting!!!

ok,.,.now i need to go to my school now (>.>)

this is what my day consisted of. making a rainbow cake and taking pictures of myself.
it was hard to take photos by myself lol.
ahhh last week of freedom!!! gotta do something productive this week >:D

as you can see,.,.i wanted to get rid of the pink dye by trying to cover it up (even though i have tried this before and totally failed,.,but im too stubborn to learn) so now it looks like i have raspberry colored hair with chocolate on top. owell.,.,ill see how this color fades in a weeks time
ah my addiction has started up again. i cant decide on a hair color other than black, but its just so.,.,.,normal looking

also note.,,.that i really dont like it when ppl tell me im depressed. sometimes i just want to sleep all day (>.>) maybe my body needs it.,,.,.,.???

anyways someone requested a make up tutorial and im kinda ehhhh about it lol. so i cleaned all my make up brushes to do this one and a quick hair tutorial as well. everything about the look is very simple, casual, and nothing outlandish so it can be worn anywhere. i hope to film tomorrow,.,.since its already dark out and the lighting will blow.

thank you to the new ppl who have sub to my blog :333333
even though its not a lot, its still nice~~~ thank you thank you thank you ~~~~

anyways,.,.its a new year,.,.and if you followed me on facebook you would know what has happened recently. im still recovering from that disaster and i cannot say when i will get over it. but its a new day and with my friends listening and helping me out through this little bump in the road i will be able to get over it all.

anyways if you have seen my youtube channel i have been posting new videos like no other.,.,i hope thats a good thing for you guys!!! im trying to make up from the lost time where i didnt post anything. im hoping to make an epic video soon before i head back to classes,.,.,but i still need to think up of new hair styles for you guys to try out. so bare with me :33