Black hair/matsuricon

even though it was last minute, i decided to go to matsuricon with an old friend who i havent seen in 3 years. it was fun! it was a small convention and was ok, but i had a good time and i finished all my projects before i went.,.,so yay! such a good student (^////^)v. i uploaded the pictures from the con on my myspace. www.myspace.com/mitsuko_sendo it was an ok con and there wasnt a lot of good cosplayers there was these three girls that kept coming up to me complimenting me and such. they even asked for my facebook XDD. what the hell right? i told them to look for me at ohayocon hahah~ since im ordering a wig for my bou cosplay i dont need to worry about my hair.,.,like it will be that long in january (^^;). so i decided to go back to black hair, even though i told myself that i wouldnt dye my hair black again, it just looks best on me XD. its so shiny and such buwahahha~ plus i dont have to worry about roots <3. i made a bet with my friend that we wouldnt cut our hair for two years (since we both decided to grow out our hair),..,no cuts!.,,.trims and for me thinning it out yes. we shook on it and if either one of us caves we owe $20 to the winner dahahah~ how lame are we XP ah now i have to read and study for my exams. and buy my books tomorrow morning.,.,fuuuunnn!!! (=_=) hope everyone else is doing well~

3:00am.,.,.wake up at 6:30am

first week of classes and holy crap so much work!! .,.,what ever happened to hey it's the first week of school i'll go easy on you and then next week i go make you cry cry cry??? ah i finished almost all my projects but one. it's like.,.,.75% done? i need to go to school and scan my stuff in and drop my illustration on adobe into my piece, print it out, and mount and wrap the sucker..,.,,.then i have to read and study for my exams (*-*) did i mention that i have to buy a shit ton of supplies!?!?! .,.,i had to drop $200 on two text books to do some of my assignments (=-=). i wish the instructors would sent out emails telling us what to buy before class started so i know how much i have to pay, but no they just get mad at everyone saying that we should already have our books to read and study from. damn them! i have a long list of supplies i have to buy and i'm guessing i am going to spend almost $1,000~ to be an art student we have to make sacrifices.,.,.never go into fashion!! you won't eat for months! (>,<) also, my hair didn't stay up that long since it down poured after my anatomy class. i was sad. the one day i decided to do my hair.,.,i failed (T^T) "look at all these freshmen showing you up with their hair!" "hey it's easy to dye your hair a weird ass color, but i doubt that they can style their hair like mine" buwahahah!! i show them!.,.,but my hair is still fragile (T^T)o.,.,,.i'm investing in some extensions this weekend as well. for some reason i feel more odd when i'm surround by my other fashion classmates. i don't know what is it about this year, but i'm glad i have other classes where there is a mix of majors XDD. lastly! i'm going to matsuricon!! yay! i thought i wouldn't be able to go, but after staying at school to do projects and busting my ass to get them done, i can go!!,..,,.just gotta read/study like crazy when i get back (^////^) that is all~

can i have waka's hair now??? XD

My Plan

when sam came over last night, he was seriously sad that i cut my hair. i told him that if i don't cut my hair for a whole year then i would have a good six inches. now he's determined to not let me go to the hair dresser lol. my plan is to not cut my hair for a whole year. please go by fast (^^;) ah today is my last day of my break and classes start up! i already recieved my syllabus for one class, marketing, and it doesn't seem that bad. just a lot of reading about the market and understanding why certain things are set up a specific way for the consumers. ah what to do today!!?!?!,.,..,i want to clean and organize some things for i go back. yes. so my plan: clean organize paper work draw clean make myself into a pretty pretty princess play farmville on facebook <<<< anyone else addicted???? lately i've been addicted to fireflight, VIVID, and Anna Tsuchiya

Not a Tea Lover

when i went out with a friend to the mall to walk around, we stopped at star bucks and since they didn't have strawberry and creme frappuccino i ordered the green tea frappuccino. my friend said it was the greatest thing ever made. well,.,..,i found it disgusting. am i like the only half asian who hates tea? seriously, i don't care for tea. i don't eat with chop sticks and frankly i like american food a lot more than asain. haha, i guess my caucasian side dominates on what i drink and eat XD. most of the people i hang out with are so asian washed it's annoying. even if i am a hapa, i don't go around eating with chop sticks and reading manga all the time. there are great novels out there to read (but i do enjoy an occasional manga here and there). i truly love sara douglass <3. either way, i guess i'm jealous and envious of asian people since they are usually of one race or if half, it's another asian ethnicity. ah the life of a hapa can be so difficult at times.

Special Post

last tutorial this year, for reals. if you are reading this blog then it's probably because i have sent you a link from my youtube account over here.,.or the url,..,.,(^^;) anyways, my reasons for going on hiatus from the camera is due not only to classes( this year i really need to focus on what i am doing), but also for myself. i never thought that i would get more than 2 subscribers so this is quite a shock to me. i appreciate the comments that are genuine and sincere with a little love sprinkled on top, but the ones that are meant to hurt a person's feelings or ego, to say the least, are quite annoying and pathetic on their part. because arguing or saying that someone is ugly through the internet and especially on youtube can tell a lot about a person. they have no respect, low self-esteem, and have issues with them self, or are really cocky bastards that believe they're the shit. either way those people are some of the reasons why i want to step away from camera and the hairspray. a person can only take so much abuse until they realize that they have a problem. i enjoy making videos for those who appreciate and accept the fact that i took the time out of my day and my schedule to sit infront of a camera and show you how to attempt a hairstyle that you want. i guess no one realizes that it takes awhile for me, in general, to set things up, to look and absorb the style and hoping that the first take is a good one. i remember just for the side spikes alone took me three attempts. and three days to do it (=-)\ also the fact that people do not realize how often the musicians change their hair styles. it's annoying when someone tells me that my style is not correct or that is not right or that person has a more mature look. i guess i take the time to observe and pick out one of the many hairstyles that one person has had to suit the hair cut i have at the time. i can only do so much! i wish you would understand that. granted i attempt, and granted that i work on it, but rest assure i do not have their hair cuts, i do not have their stylist, and i do not know how they do their hair style exactly, because i am not them!!! gosh O(>,<)o i cannot tell you how annoyed i am with those who comment those words and im tired of arguing with people/looking at those comments. my god man! if you say i cant do it or that is not right, then damnit do it your fucking self and show me a better technique!!!.,.,.,also.,.,im not a hair dresser.,.,.,im a student (^^;) nonetheless i am happy to help out those who want to learn. i guess i get a high off of helping others (seriously yo! haha i guess i start doing other things to get a high of it XP). maybe it's due to the attention i recieve or just wanting to read the thank yous and the kind words that some people post. other reason; my self. my health has slowly gone down hill just recently. i dont know what is the cause but it's not anyones fault but mine. i've been making trips to visit my parents as i do not live with them anymore (i'm still a young person and living on your own at such a young age is hard) and to stock up and refill my medication (dont worry nothing too serious.,.,). i want to step back and take better care of myself and my body. ..,.,its the only one i have (*^^*)y. also for my hair as well. i've notice that a lot of my hair has been falling out. it could be because i am shedding, yes believe it or not we humans do shed like our kitties and puppies, or the fact i have inflicted so much to my hair over the course of 3 months that its finally caving in. if you havent notice the change in hair cuts, that is why i cut off most of my hair. i wanted to start fresh, even if i confuse others of what gender i am (i have had shorter hair and have heard in the halls "dude, is that a guy or a girl?"). just recently when i went to the outdoor mall, a lot people have gave me this stare of .,,.what..,.,who.,.,girl?.,.,guy?? look. when i pointed that out to the people who i was with. they noticed as well. anyways, yes my hair, it needs a rest from the teasing, the wax, and the pulling. i believe 4 months shall be plenty of time. if not than i shall wait a little bit longer. i hope that i have truly helped out those who need it and i hope that the viewers will wait for my return. who knows i could change by then and can make better videos??? hell just a few years back i had 4 different colors in my and now im sticking with one? a person can change a lot. and now i wonder if i am moving on from youtube. to do something else that can keep me entertained for awhile. im surprised i stuck with this for a year actually. i can stick to one thing yay!!! *happy dance* .,..,., yes. those are my reasons for going on hiatus, the real reasons.,.other than classes. i had a great year and i hope that you will wait for me. <3 me (*^~^*)y

before and after shots!

haha, can you see the difference after the dying and hair cutting adventure? some people think it's too short (*-*). i've had shorter hair before!!! hair will always grow, so i have nothing to worry about~~ (*^^*)\. i like the cut~ and that's all that matters~

Last Tutorial?

i wanted to make the tutorial that everyone voted on, but seriously miyavi doesn't vary is a lot of his hairstyles. it's more of the shaved sides and pulled back hair into a hat look. yea, i don't have long enough hair, nor am i going to shave the sides of my head XD. unless someone finds a picture of something different, send it to me!!! anyways my last tutorial of the year is takuya from an cafe~ .,.,.,because i cut my hair short and dyed it, my hair is somewhat healthy, but still fragile. why i am taking a break from everything hair related hahahha~ anyways thanks for a fun year and hope this is a good end~ (*^^*)/

hair cut

i finally got a haircut, but it's basically what i have without the whole mullet thing going on. everything's the same, but no length in the back. the hairstylist was very kind and nice. i kinda want to have takeru's hairstyle next once my hair grows back out XD. anyways, pictures later for you viewer. (also, i think i'm going to have to change the tutorial style now that my hair is short. sorry! but you will get one last video nonetheless) R.I.P Jasmine You

I Suck Your Blood

this is what i look like when i ride the bus XDD! so i went out to get bubble tea today and ate chinese food. so over all it was a very good day (*^^*)y tomorrow i get to go back home for a couple days~ yay~ and then i come back to the city and prepare myself for classes to start up again (T-T) oh joy!!

you know, i'm getting tired of people asking what my sexual orientation is or even questioning it. from fans, to viewers, and even my friends! just stop already!! does it matter what i prefer? does it matter what i say is true? don't you believe me when i say what i 'am'? i mean honestly it doesn't concern you, it only concerns me and those i go out with. done and done!

I give myself some credit

but if my instructors saw how i constructed this, they would so fail me XD.,.XC but i give myself credit for now being a second year in fashion. granted i learned some stuff in class, but not everything and then having a horrible instructor for one semester and playing catch up second semester with a different hardcore pattern making instructor still hasn't taught me everything. i say these little outfits gives me practice in how to figure out everything. i think i will do ok in draping because i hate making patterns lol!! ah i think it took me four days to make this outfit, nonstop i might add. though i didn't line the jacket since i didn't have any extra light weight fabric which really makes the jacket look like it was half ass ya know? owell im kinda happy in how it turned out. i hope this year i will learn a lot more and can remake this again <3