before and after
rawr shitty webcam photo!
but i went and did shou's makeup and put on the outfit i made for the gradation pv. only thing that's different is the contact. i don't have blue lenses, just green.
i stopped making the outfit im working on now because i got so frustrated.
also,..,i realized that i only have 3 weeks left of break!!! (T-T) then back to class.,.,damn i want more time.,,..,
i started to make another outfit, because of how unsatisfied i am about the last one i did.
so i'm making shou's outfit again, but this time it's this version. i really loved the VK days where they dressed like this. now they seem street oriented. i'm really taking my time on this outfit for sure and plus my central air went out and it's just sooooo hot in my place. today i just made the leggings, shorts, and the velvet arm warmer with the gold chain. i changed one thing on the leggings and its the spandex of gray with black spots. instead i made it purple with tiny black spots. just my alteration that everyone will probably throw a fit. "horrible cosplay, cant match the leggings at all!" XDD but truely i looked and searched and failed lol.
anyways lately i watched some of my old videos and i miss my black hair, it just looked so healthy and pretty~ XD. but i told myself that i wouldnt dye my hair black again. *sigh* i want to get this orange tone out of my hair soon, it's really bothersome to me lol. but it kinda matches shou's hair color so there ya go. maybe in september ill go with another hair color or something lol~
that's all i wanted to say (*^^*)y
i finished the outfit within 24 hours and that included hanging out with friends and eating pancakes lol.
i feel as though my craftsmanship is really sloppy when making this particular garment, but it looks ok to me??
i know there's a white belt thing that goes over the torso, but i forgot to put it on when i took the pictures.
i will probably keep altering the outfit here and there to make it look better, but for now im done XD.
yay for new outfit! this is what ill be wearing to matsuricon <3 i hope i make a decent shou (^///^)
i basically made the shorts, tops, hat, the thingy that goes around the waist, and im currently working on the legs and arms.
a lot accomplished and i think this outfit is way easier than bou's outfit
i've decided to hold off on Waka's and Juri's outfit and instead make Shou's outfit from the pv gradation. after looking at his outfit and other cosplayers (it's just so hard to see the outfit in the video) it seems pretty simple and not as time consuming as Bou's was (his took 4 days none stop)
i decided to make this outfit, since i cant cosplay as bou no longer since no one is able to order a wig for me off of ebay XD and also the fact that my friends thought my hair resembles shou's a lot.
i like to thank natalie for giving me this idea! im really stoked to make this outfit~ i even went out and bought the fabric that i needed, which wasn't a lot thankfully (since someone donated a lot of black fabric to me, thank you!!!<3333) so i only spent $50 for fabric and elastic XD!
finally something exciting for me to make! XD
the only thing im a little iffy on is the shorts, since no one has taught me how to properly make shorts and i refuse to buy a pair!! .,.,maybe one day is dedicated to figuring out how to construct shorts XD
i really like this style of hair. it makes me want to do my hair like this everyday when i go out XD!
but as of late, my body feels so exhausted that i hardly leave my room. *sigh*
as of late i've been reading and writing, nothing more.
i finally answered all the questions that people have asked me. that in itself made me feel accomplished XD~
,..,.,that is all..,.,,..,
i decided to make another video because i had a lot of free time today!
this time it's aoi from ayabie~
from the pv cubic L/R ock .,.,.,i find these type of hair styles really easy and cute <3
i might have to make this my regular style XDD
also! i made the hat thingy myself as well~ it only took me 30 minutes, but i kind want one made out of wool XP
i hope you enjoy it!
this is a picture from where i used to live, before i moved to the city,,.,i truely miss that place
when i went out with one of my friends and we took the bus to go down high st. well the bus was kinda full and we couldn't sit near each other. anyways the person sitting next to my friend moved, and she was telling me to move back. well this big,HUGE, black guy that was being a dick since we got on, sat purposely in that seat and told me to "sit your chink ass down, you ain't getting this seat".
it kinda pissed me off for one, im not chinese and second.,,.seriously? why is ok for you to say chink and for me not to say the 'n' word?
i seriously held my tongue because i realized i would probably get my ass kicked if i said anything since the majority of the bus was of black people. but when i was leaving my friends house and got in my car, this random black guy came up to my car and i wasn't in the mood, so i motioned to my mouth like i can't speak english (i know,..,lame, but i do get away with it XD) and he was like (well i barely heard the guy since my windows were up) "no i dont want a smoke" and then i kept motioning to my face and shaking my head.,.,and then he called me fucking ugly .,,..,hahah!
i thought it was funny, but still so rude
that was my day, how was yours?
ah i made another hair tutorial! for this video i attempted Maya's hair from LM. C
go check it out!! i enjoyed dressing up and doing his hair, it was fun~ i hope you enjoy it (*^^*)
i feel like i should go out with this hairstyle now hahah~ i think it looks lovely buwahah
i'm still working on byou's hair style, but for now i'm attempting maya's hairstyle from LM. C.
i'm not quite sure if the person wanted me to do his hair or aiji's hair. they never specified after i asked (=_=).,,.comon ppl!!! work with me XDD
anyways, my hair is definitely too long, but i plan on working with the length to make his hair. i just really like the visor i bought for this lol~ and the makeup was fun to do, but too much black .,.,even for me!
look for it! hopefully it will get posted this weekend <33
Have you ever found someone you really, really, really liked?
i did, but that personality yo
What can you say about the first person on your top?
(this is from myspace XD) she's so cool, i truely miss her (T-T)
What about the second on your top?
friend from columbus, she can be annoying, but what the hell lol
Last person you gave a hug to (not family)?
.,.,.,.lauren or carly?.,,
How are you feeling?
like a fatty XD i ate too much
Do you think anyone stalks you?
welllll,..,.,.,.,,
Have you seen anyone you knew and purposely avoided them?
yes!,.,.well not really, no eye contact haha
Do you say sorry first?
more than likely since the other person always avoid me,.,.im not a fighter!
Will tomorrow be better than today?
maybe?
When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
hopefully tomorrow, but we'll see
What music annoys you the most?
country .,.,,.,.,.rawr!
Are your friends older or younger then you?
a mix
Are you sober?
yes~
How many people do you trust?
few
Do you curse in front of your parents?
yes~
Expecting something to change in the next month?
hopefully *fingers cross*
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
umm.,.it was a gift XD
Name something you did yesterday?
nothing,.,i sat,,.i ate,.,.i sat more XD
Do you miss someone?
eh sometimes lol
Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
noooo (>.<) Do you think somebody's in love with you? i dont know,.,.,. Is it easy to make you cry? depends on the situation ya know? Have you told anybody you loved them today? nope Do you care what people think of you? not really,..,.,i only care how i perceive myself How is your love life going? there is no love life yo~ Its 3 in the morning and you get a text, who is it? that was michael lol.,,.damn him What do you really want right now? money ($w$) Do you have any locked messeges in your inbox? i think like one or two? How is your hair? it's in the process of healing XD Are you wearing makeup? nope Can you really say that you're okay right now? nah Do you know the last person you were in a car with other than family? lauren i think? Were you up at 11pm last night? yes What was the weather like today? i dunno,..,i was a couch potato today Do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no,.,.he's my good friend Has anyone upset you in the last week? sorta When was the last time you kissed someone? ?? Are you happy right now? im..,.,ok Was this last friday night enjoyable for you? it was relaxing,.,.until i went to the bar and got hit on by some random woman,.,.,.seriously Do you have a reason to smile right now? nope Think back five months ago, were you single? yes duh lol What's more important to you, good grades or having fun? grades are ranked higher for me lol Have you ever given up on someone but then went back to them? no Are you a couple with the last person you kissed on the lips? no.,,.,wtf Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now? haha no,,.go figure Do you regret anything you’ve done in the past three days? nope Do you love the last person you texted? no. What were you doing at 8 this morning? umm.,,.trying to go back to sleep Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? darren? What sweatshirt did you wear last? oh geez,,...,i dont think i wore any,.,. Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? wtf is with these!.,,.this must be a couple quiz!!! Have you ever walked on the beach at night? no (=-=) Are you keeping a big secret right now? no. I dare you to detail why you first kissed the last person you kissed? ,.,.again wtf! Do you believe what goes around comes around? sometimes Who was the last person in a car with you? didn't..,,.i..,,.just,.,.answer this? lauren What does your last text message say? "ew. even from me" How are you? fat How many piercings do you have? 12 Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? on the cheek What's the 1st thing you do when you're mad? walk away.,,.done
these are filipino eggrolls,,.,.,for my bias opinion ,.,.they're the best eggrolls around~
anyways i went to a cheap hair salon to get my hair trim.,,.,.honestly i'm not spending $25 for a trim ya know? so i went to get it done and told the stylist how i want it and what to do and everything.,,.,.she did absolutely nothing that i told her! and she ripped out one of my piercings while she was combing my hair (=_=),..,,.only thing i can say is.,,.,she got rid of the fried ends.,.,congratulations
august i want to go to Lucky 13, get my hair bleached and properly cut~~~.,,.ah i wait for that month~!
when i was at the bar to check out a new band.,,.i got hit on by some woman.,,.i thought to myself after she went away.,,."do i look like a lesbian? or do i just have it written on my forehead and haven't read it yet?" this isn't the first time that this has happened lol
but now that i want to get a hair cut.,,.i'm rethinking it hahah,..,,.,.whatever
Juri's from Deluhi~ I'm in love with this band <3,..,.,.,i want to cosplay as him for the upcoming convention.,.,i hope i can go to it!
