Cherry Kisses

i finished one out of three projects and still need to study for three exams i cannot wait till these next two weeks are over with!!! anyways i made this dress for draping class. it was fun, hard work and i call it cherry kisses. it's really cute and i made my mom wear it XD, she fits perfectly in it, except the bust. i thought to myself, damn i need to weigh 100 pounds to fit in this (*-*) anyways i kinda want to sell it since this isnt my style, but this is my design that i made for class that i really love. it's so cute!! but i cant fit in it (T-T),.,.,.maybe i should start losing weight so i can at least wear it once lol this is totally out of my norm for designing clothes, but i made it up with my pattern final. i made a pair of pants like these, but a different kind of material since i couldnt find what looks like the right kind of fabric. i didnt put any pockets on it just yet and im still debating whether to put them on or not.hopefully it turns out alright in the end! i only have one more week to work on it~~~

i'm always the girl with the multicolored hair. everyone was disappointed on how,..,,.normal i looked at my friends birthday party back home. i told them just a couple years looking normal com'on guys!! their response,,..,.,no.,.,i ,.,.i cant see you looking that normal *sigh* my plan of action for the next year is to let my hair go,.,.,.let it become long like i once had in middle school .,,.god has it been that long since i had hair past my shoulders!?! then hopefully get it colored like waka's hair from danger gang XDD simple, not a lot of touch ups that needs to happen and i think i can manage the coloring lol towards the end of summer break ill get it colored professionally and hopefully by that time my hair will be looooong,..,.,or just long in general buwahahah!

Lack of Sleep Makes You Feel Awesome!

ah i hate feeling like shiiiit. woke up this morning all blargh (=_=). im not sick or anything. i think my body has caught up with me and is too exhausted to go on. 3 more weeks! that's all im asking for and then you can take a month off relaxing (T~T),.,.,.break needs to come faster!! this is the first year that ive worked soo hard for all my classes. i dont wanna go into senior year (X-X).,,.,.,.i should sleep, but first is my 5 page paper for anatomy, due friday at 12:30pm.,,.,.i can do this!!! (>.<)O .,.,has anyone else notice all the christmas decorations everywhere?? even on television??? ,..,,.thanksgiving is the forgotten holiday for marketing lol

Grow up please <3

i'm sorry but i can't stand talking to some individuals who cant comprehend the fact that college is more difficult that high school or middle school, that college students dont have that much free time to go out and do absolutely nothing and the fact that our projects takes weeks!!! to finish properly. because you can tell when something was made up the night before.,.,,just sloppy as fuck and no love in it rawr!! why do i talk to these people?? 6 years younger than me??? who think that they will marry their damn bf's when they turn 18 and love each other forever and ever imbeciles, immature idiots,.,.,.,. go through puberty and reach my age and then we can talk~~ *sigh* i feel better now

i cant write this paper, it's too hard. not even a page (no double space mind you) and im already tearing up. i need an interesting life so i can write about something else (^^;) but this five page paper is due on wednesday at 11am, need to get it done tonight!

in my psychology class we have to write a paper about ourselves and an experience that has influenced us in a negative/positive or even both.,,.ways. i thought of doing various things, but i found that i can't type up so many pages on that even in my life,,.sadly (^^;).,,.., then i thought about my parents divorce.,.,,.8 years ago i believe? it was on xmas eve when it was decided. i was trying to recall everything that had happened and how it effected my life,.,.,.and when i started to think about it just randomly.,,..,my eyes were full of tears.,.,and they kept pouring out. i didnt realize how much i was effected by it.,,.by just remembering some things from those nights and every night that followed until i moved out on my own. it's weird,.,.well i think it is (^^;),.,.,.i guess i kept all those emotions bottled up from everyone else since none of my friends had divorce parents at the time i was in elementary/middle/ or even high school.,.,.,., my god.,.,.,elementary school was when it happened.,.,i forgot about that,.,., i still find it weird,.,.there was no one to blame.,,.and i still have wonderful relationships with both my parents, so after i blotted up my tears i asked,.,.why am i crying like this?? im thinking about writing a different event in my life or else my laptop will fry from all these random tears that are coming out.,.,.,but the paper is due in a couple days.,.,., such a pitiful girl i am