It was called Comfest

i went to comfest after work today and it was soo boring (=_=) ing was all for it and didnt care what happens as long as she goes,.,,.shes a hypocrite and wanted me to drive, but seriously? am i just a fucking taxi to you? anyways.,.,boring i walked in the heat and sat and walked more lauren and i decided to leave and we did and walked downtown in the lovely city, ate at subway, went to a park where don was at sketching, and then went swimming in her pool till it closed hahah~ some random guy at a stand told me 'happy comfest' and gave me two flowers (^////^) so i took them and ing got pissed that she didnt get any and had don take one of mine and gave it to her.,.,where she later smashed it in her sketchbook. i was sad,..,,.,.but it was just a flower~ sometimes i wish i could stop being friends to such people that piss me off by how they act. dont you have one of those ppl in your life that you cant just stop going to in the end?? oh do you see? my hair is no longer blue, now it is just brown!

Coming Soon

im excited to attempt to do his hair next! it's byou from screw!.,.,although i have already did a hair tutorial, i quickly deleted it. i want to make a better version, really! (>,<) so it's been awhile since i played with my hair~ i need to get a hair curler for this one, and i get to put in my extensions! fun~ im getting my hair done soon, so exciting (^^)y professionally of course. it has been a long time since i went to a hair dresser to get my hair colored, im kinda nervous (^^;) wait for my new video! i plan on it to be posted in july lol. thank you for making requests! keep them coming~

Feelings~

have you ever had that feeling when you are around someone and some how you cant help but smile? but still you find it weird since the last time you actually fully talked to that person was two years ago and yet when you first cross paths you couldnt help but talk to each other. and then your feelings take over~ i had that today.,.,and people notice how wide my smile had gotten when talking to him.,,. am i that obvious? and same with him apparently, we both seem to fancy one another, but i dont believe what others say since i dont see it. good friends again? work was actually fun and eventful i want to work with don and ken again!

Im a Smurf

this is only temporary .,., until sometime in july i will professionally get it bleached~ and become a blonde XD

Almost there

this is my second time i bleached my hair and now its that ugly neon orange color (its horrid looking) but im going to wait until july-ish to dye my hair again. i think i want to go to a professional for the last time to dye my hair the ends on the sides are totally fried so i went ahead and trimmed them off and it looks horrid with having them short (i personally like long long sides so even a bit short i find them ugly),.,but it will grow out ya know? no worries, not like its chopped all the way up to the top of my ears or something XDD .,.,.,(>.>) hopefully my hair will be in the right condition come august (*^^*)/

Im tired, so i update

ah a dress, the first one ive worn in a VERY long time (@_@).,.,only because i didnt finish my laundry XDD ive been volunteering at my school as of late and it is very boring (=_=) i sit around all day, then do very little work. my boss is a racist sexist ass, but still lovable in a way??? he already gave me 40 hours of volunteering and its only been a couple days.,.,he told me i can leave whenever and dont have to show up if i want until next week when i give him a new form.,.,crazy, but very nice of him the only thing that bothers me are the student workers.,.,everyone complains how horrible my school is but youre still attending it. the worst is the fact that even they dont care, they care less about repairing the rooms.,decently (=_=).,.,.,,. i should complain much right? even though i feel like i should just slack since im not getting paid, but the fact that its for my scholarship i stay loyal to actually do the work ya know?? owell .,.,thats what has been going on for me as of late~ im currently bleaching my hair (*^^*), though i still wont be blonde until a couple more times (i should go to a professional)

Useless ranting

sometimes i wonder about myself ya know?.,,.so i always hang out with this one girl,.,sometimes she's ok, but when she's wrong or doesn't know she gets all pissy, same with being hungry or tired. she's also more needy than a dog as well.,.,its like im in a relationship with her when she asks me about how she looks or what she should wear or how good she looks. i honestly dont care about neither and always respond with whatever you feel comfortable in, that seems like the right thing to say, but she'll get mad. she also takes FOREVER to get ready, not that i dont, we all do dont we ladies? but i give her a whole extra hour to get ready plus driving to her place takes me awhile as well, still not ready, and i like to go when i want to go, no waiting. but then she'll be like do my make up or hair and i tell her that she needs practice and do it herself and then she'll drop the whole thing, lazy . also she wants to lose weight and i say whats on my mind right then and there, like you dont need that or you shouldnt eat that, but whatever. so she gets her mom to buy her really greasy unhealthy stuff and complains shes fat. now i eat a lot of unhealthy things and i know it, but i dont gain any weight either, i just need to lose a lot XD. anyways, i dont know.,,.i shouldnt write this stuff here, but i feel like i need to at least get it out of my system? if only you knew how much she can piss me off by how she thinks or acts then you would be too.,.,.,.,.*sigh* i should stop now (*-*) anyways i start volunteering tomorrow so i can get my 80 hours in before i graduate and hopefully start working as well~ pet land hire my ass!!! (T_T) i also want to dye my hair again.,.,maybe tomorrow?

New Video

i decided to make a new video since the weather was nice enough that i wasn't sweating a whole lot when making it. but then in the end it was still hot (*-*) ah i need to bleach my hair again soon, the color faded and became orange /(>,<)\.,.,., please watch!!!

Brown Hair

i forgot that i have been dying my hair for a bit and i got it to a reddish brown color~ it looks kinda blonde/brown in this picture (^^;) soon it will be blonde!.,,.but not for awhile~

Bou Cosplay Part 2

i finally finished the whole outfit! because my friend forgot to call me to go to the gym, it gave me the opportunity to go ahead and finish the undershirt XD im very proud of myself for my first cosplay (*^^*) all that's left is bleaching my hair haha~ i want to make waka's outfit, from danger gang, next!! but until i get funds again, i think ill have to put that idea on the back burner (=_=)

Cosplay part 1

i've been making bou's outfit for the past couple days.,.,im quite proud in how much i have accomplished and how well everything is made.,.,,.im taking a break from sewing and such (^^;) all thats left is the undershirt and to bleach my hair hahah~ the vest is kinda boxy, thats how i saw it in pictures lol, doesnt work well with my hips (^////^) i need to lose like.,.,568413468954132 pounds!! DX