after all these years of dying my hair from black to orange to red to brown to bleach blond and even pink and blue
this is the first that my dad does not approve of my hair color. i dont know why? i kind of like the color of my hair (^^;)
when i was talking to him on the phone making arrangements for the coming weekends of visiting and going to weddings and going out to eat,..,he bluntly told me,.,.i need to change my hair color ,.,,lol
i told him next year,.,.(>.>),.,.when i finish my uruha cosplay XD!
which i need to start .,.,.,once my book gets here and i start sketching out my plan of attack on the garment

ready to leave after my two hour workout
i found a new place to work out other than my house.,..,its a lot nicer since it has AC and fans running with two flat screen tv's lol and there is no one ever there buwhahahha

open 24/7

anyways i decided to go to that gym since they have equipments that are easier on my knee until i can fully run on it again.  (^^;) but since they have more stuff i can work out on ,..,i stay there a lot longer

i also realized,..,i only have 3 more weeks left of school,..,zomg so excited.,,.

and i also ordered the verwelktes gedicht photobook of gazettes!!!! they have all the pictures i wanted for the uruha cosplay im going to make this summer buwahahahha

it should be here by the end of this month/early next month,.,.i hope (*w*),..,then i can start making the garment lol
the scans werent cutting it and since i saw this bad boy in real life,..,i saw all the details you can see in the garments so i just had to order this lol,.,.ah i cant wait to start making this!!! \(^o^)/

i think i blew out my knee while running a couple days ago or so,..,i cant really stretch out my leg without a little pain (of course ive had bad knees since ive played basketball back in the day).,,,.kinda makes me sad,,.,but i still walk for the same amount of time,.,.it takes longer but i cant stop now!!
this weekend.,.,my roommate is having a pasta party..,,i dunno if i want to stay here or go out ,..,im not friends with her friends kinda thing lol (^^;)

also.,.,i really dislike tea,.,.a lot.,.,but i really like this organic red tea peach (*o*).,,.so i guess i cant say i dont like tea anymore lol and i tried oyakodon,.,.,and i dont like it,.,i hate the egg smell and its too sweet,..,i want something spicy!!!

if you havent checked out youtube..,,.i have uploaded a new video for you guys
instead of doing a request since its mostly just one person wanting one kind of style,..,i wanted to create a style that can be diverse in any style that someone likes or has.
anyways watch and comment please!,.,.hopefully my next video will be a special one (*w*).,.,but that wont happen for another couple months lol

you can wait another two months right?? you did before you can do it again (^o^)

so i just finished my first day of my summer class,..,and i felt like i was getting picked on by the instructor,..,like he kept saying what i was doing was wrong and everything and i became so frustrated!!! (>,<) i just wanted to leave after all of his comments at everything i did!.,,.,.it was kinda draining,.,,.
but everyone tells me i always have a blank face when an instructor talks to me or critiques so they cant read what im feeling or thinking. like my face freezes when i go to class (*-*) no expression. bah owell
only a month left of classes and then ill be done (^^;)

also ive been on a strict exercise and diet routine now! i always feel better after running for an hour (^w^),.,.but i cry when i stop myself from eating really good food thats left over from the party (;_;),.,.but gotta be in control of everything!!

i want to thank everyone who came to my place to celebrate my birthday!!!and thank you for those who drove all the way to meet me! it was fun and i hope to do it again next year (^^) i had a lot of fun you guys! <3

i feel soo fat now from all the food that was made and all the drinks i drank XD,..,ill be going on the treadmill tomorrow for like hours to burn it all off!!!

and i would like to thank everyone for getting me unicorns XDDD my collection is getting bigger ROFL!
im still trying to finish all the left over alcohol everyone has brought with them and left at my place lol. i have no room in my fridge for it!!!

yesterday was a wonderful day! i spent most of the day with my old high school friend. we were really close and were practically best friends during high school and we went our separate ways. after ,..,3-4 years? he came down and visited me and it was great. we went to easton to walk around the mall and everything. it was fun catching up and everything. i felt bad that i kept him till so late and he had to drive all the way back to his campus (2 hours away) and work the next morning (=_=). but he made it back safely at 5am.
he grew so much (*_*) and i stayed short (=_=). even with my double deckers i still couldnt see him eye to eye like i use to. ,..,,.being short suuuccckkkssss

i seriously want long hair,.,.,.now please!
sometimes i wonder how i manage to up my postings on all my blogs during finals lol
two more finals and theyre only papers!!.,,.,.i can do this ! (>,<)O

i really wanted to punch this hoe for calling me fucking spoiled. i worked really hard to get where i am now and the things i have. i never had all the greatest stuff when growing up and neither did my parents. my mom was poor back in the philippines and my dad is in a family of 7 siblings.  they tried hard to raise me and my other brothers and my mom worked hard to come to america and start a new life and give the best she could to us. because she didnt have anything back home she wanted to give her kids everything that she never had even if that meant working over time every day/weekend
i work hard to make ends meet and try my hardest to accomplish a lot in life. if my life seemed so perfect to her well its because i busted my ass to get where i am now and what i have in my possessions. im not spoiled, i work hard for the things i have. pisses me off so much

one final complete and turned in. these are ,.,not the greatest pictures since i just took it with my camera phone. but anyways yea! i wish you could see the print and painting i did to the garment. but yea i sewed/dye/painted/silk screened the whole thing. and made my friend wear it. i wanted to add more chains to the collar and stuff, but i wasnt allowed to XD,..,well i just didnt have time to.

somehow i always seem to find time during midterms/finals to post a lot on my blogs XD.
it has been so humid out lately that ive been putting my short hair up in a pony tail..,.,its been so long since i tied my hair back (*_*).  it's not a long tail but hopefully by the end of summer it will be!!  humid weather or even warm weather can help hair grow faster~ if you noticed that you have to shave your legs a lot during the summer time more than the winter.,,.its because of the weather (*w*). fun fact! also keeping your hair trimmed doesnt always mean your hair will grow faster, it will just keep your hair looking healthier, but! shorter hair does tend to grow faster because its really healthy and doesnt have a lot of split ends that can travel up the hair shaft and destroy that strand making it not grow any faster.

(>.>) i know,,..,such a hair freaaaak. my hair looks really damaged in that picture, but i can tell you its not. its gotten a lot healthier since i went a little darker than blond and went and got numerous of trims to get rid of the fried ends. it's due to the lighting and the many layers i have.


on that note.,..,.,i dont like humid/hot weather

this is the week where everything is due,.,.,but i find myself slacking.,.,a lot. ive been taking long naps to short naps throughout the day and then waking up groggy and not doing anything after that. but dont worry ive been working on everything!! tonight is hardcore study night because i have my pattern test tomorrow and only 3 hours to complete it (*_*). that to me,.,.is not a lot of time.  ah,..,i should do something more today!!! now that i realize i do have a lot to do...,,.,.such a slacker (=_=)

dont be like me kids!!!!

also i thought of something fun to do.,,..,was going to do a curly VK/Lolita hair style and all you need is gel and a straightener. very simple.

if ruki, takeru, and satoshi can have curly hair,.,.,.so can i!!! XD

i cant believe that the bassist of bis passed away in march and now news of his death is being announced. its makes me so sad. i remember the days when bis was still together and i would get excited to hear new music from them. such horrible news.
i dunno what to say,.,.,.but i will truly miss this guy!!!! (T^T)
R.I.P Shunsuke

it's kinda weird having someone act like you're a disease and try to avoid you as much as possible.  sometimes i wonder.,,.huh what did i do? maybe i said something to piss them off or someone over heard and distorted what i said. either way i find it kinda funny XD and all i could do is laugh
i try to keep things civil, but owell!! i could care less at this point (^w^)
let's continue late nights at the school, 4 hours of sleep, 10 hour days at school and repeat everything over again!!!!!!

2 more weeks of hell and im free~~.,,for two days XD
and i want to go to the zoo for my birthday,.,.or even to this open house pot luck party my one instructor is throwing (*_*)  << it sounds fun and she said shes a really good cook (@~@),.,.but well see with the weather lol

back to work!!!

if you look very closely you can see my cat : {D
ah only a few more weeks and i can have a weekend to do nothing and then go back to school!!.,.,yay.,,.,.
i really need to go job hunting for the summer months (~.~) ah so hard!!

im almost done with another final.,.,i hope i can finish it early in the week, so i dont have to mess with it this weekend. (*^^*)v
ah so i went to sally's beauty supply store = <3 and finally figured out what my hair color is
its like.,,.a natural dark blond (*_*).,,.not brown as i originally thought it was lol. owell,..,i always wanted to have nice blond hair (^^)

i cant wait to start making my uruha cosplay!!! <3

ive been working very hard trying to finish my projects,..,.,but it seems that no matter how many hours i put in them.,.,they never seem to finish

i need a break (*_*) 

i havent slept all that well last night (or for the past week),..,i stayed up till 5am,..,tried to sleep but then my roommates alarm clock went off (and they were out for the night) didnt know how to shut it off correctly and it went off again at 7,..,then my friend who was staying the night woke me up at 8 (she just wanted to see if i was up and then she started to clean my room (*~*)?) and then my alarm went off at 9!!!

it never ends!!!

i hope for those who are coming close to the end of the school luck and hope that it isnt as stressful as mine!!!

i really do enjoy talking you guys online! really makes me feel connected to those who watch my videos~

thank you guys! <3

i went out to hal's and al's which is like an alternative bar place,.,.,thingy building. everything on their menu was vegan-fied and it wasnt all that bad. too greasy for my taste honestly (>.>)

but i went there to celebrate a friends bday with more of her friends and only a very VERY few ppl from school (like 2 ppl and the rest of the group was from different colleges) ahhh i had fun!! it was something that i needed. even though i stayed out late on a 'school night' i had a nice time.

tomorrow i need to do a lot of homework and im just not looking forward to it at all. i cant believe i only have 4 weeks left! and in 3 weeks all my projects are due (*x*),.,.,.guhh so stressful!!!!!

instead of crashing on the couch when i get home,..,,im going to sleep a full 8 hours tonight!!!

today was just a bad day to begin with,.,..,hopefully tomorrow will be a better day (@~@;)

every time i start to make a new video, i stop it, look at it,..,and hate it. i dont know what it is, but i think this time i am really going to take a break from youtube for a bit.  i only have what? a month left of schooling and then summer school. hopefully ill be able to find a good job this summer and i have my own person things i want to do over the summer, to better myself and to better my sewing skill so i can guarantee myself that i will get into the fashion show.

i hope that who ever reads this from youtube,..,.,,.,..,will understand

but hopefully before my classes start for my senior year i can make this video i wanted to do for awhile. it will be special for me to share it with you guys and i hope it will also help you guys as well!! it will benefit me and you <3,.,..,.,if all goes as plan i can do it (*^^*)b

me after a nice long nap,,.,.even my bunny runs away from me like this XD

i actually went out today,.,.well not by choice. after getting little sleep and going to the labs this morning, i worked on one project for 4 hours straight and didnt even sit down. i walked around afterwords and met up with someone and continued to walk to another school.,..,there i was picked up at the corner of the street by friends who saw up there and was taken out to eat.  it felt nice, but when i got home i went straight to sleep. soooo sooo tired now a day (=_=)

also it felt nice sitting down after standing up/walking most of the morning

i was thinking about doing a theme video tutorials this time
some ppl have requested tutorials of the members from alicenine.
i thought since almost all the members had requests i could do videos of all the members makeup and hair (course i suck at makeup but whateves >: B)
i have to look at some pictures to see what styles i can do with my current hair and more than likely i will do a style where i wont be damaging my hair THAT much,.,.since yea,.,.ive dyed it a little too much this time and have to cut some of my bangs length
so now i have short bangs again (damn).,.,but hair always grow back (^^;)

oh, right,..,i dyed my hair brown to match uruha's hair,.,.so i can cosplay as him : {D
even though it wont be for a long while,.,i just wanted an excuse to color my hair lol
being blond just didnt suit me,.,.too hard to maintain the color and keeping it healthy,..,too dry for my taste
anyways,.,.i will try to make a new video for you guys! soon .,.,very soon (>.>) (because a lot of you guys asked me if im going to make any new videos OR to continue youtube)

oh shiz.,,.i finally see that i have a few comments.,.,.,wonder how i can get notified with those???
actually i never realized that some ppl have commented some of my posts.,.,.,.,,.

i didnt realize ppl like my videos that much~
but honestly guys, you can live without me for awhile!! (^^;)
maybe ill do something that doesnt have me doing my hair.,,..,yea (>.>)

maybe that Q&A video i havent done that i said i would do ,.,.hmm when? last year? hah!
guhh i have such a headache ,.,.,.going to sleep now,.,.maybe skipping class tomorrow

im going to dye my hair brown this weekend.,.,it has been decided as of now

then to continue to let my hair rest after all the punishment i brought it with the bleaching/toning/dying/blow drying/straightening

you know im still surprise i still have hair on my head (^^;)

can you tell i dont want to do any more projects?,.,..,so over this school!

some times i get annoyed by the littlest things,..,.,others not so much
but having an instructor for 2 years and having him not remember your name,.,.its pretty pathetic

i want to go on a rant about stupid crap other than school,.,.but who cares???

whateves

you see this list,..,.,took me over 4 hours to complete the top part,.,..,not even done yet! (T^T)

i want my spring break back without all those projects damnit (>,<)O

eh,.,.,.whatever,..,,.6 more weeks left of class

then another what? 4 weeks of summer school???

FML!!!

i want to take a break from youtube.,,.i dont think anyone will be sad.,.,.,,..,right?

i kinda wish i was more blond than this now lol. i guess you can classify my hair color as natural blond? .,.,so says sally beauty supply store.  i wish i had another week off for break,.,.this whole week ive been doing everything but what i wanted to do!.,,..these projects are never ending for me,.,.i still have three more to do!! (>.<),.,.,.guh what break!!!

anyways i would like to say thank you guys for participating in my contest. i have finally sent out the prizes today. so in two weeks time it should arrive to the winners mailbox~

ah tonight i go work on my portrait drawing homework,.,.hopefully it will only take me a couple hours to do so since its just their face ill be working on hahah~

i cant wait until june 17th!! when ill be done with summer classes and then on the 23rd i will hopefully be going to miyavis concert!!! it just depends on ducky~ << her nickname haha~ if ducky goes then i go, if not then i dont go lol.,.,i really hope i can go!!!! (>,<)O

finally ive done it!!
its been awhile since ive had blond hair, or any color of it, but now i have it~
it took me awhile to get the color but it was worth it XP.,..,,.i guess it was better for me to do it than going to a salon :D

so i went traveling for the weekend..,again,.,.i travel way too much, but my car went into the shop (*_*),..,so i had to find a place to crash for the night before i finished everything. i found a place XD and we went to the bar later that night. i ate soo much bar food that i felt sick the next morning (=_=)


but now im done traveling~ and now back home.,,..,sadly i couldnt sent out the prizes! (T^T) monday i will send them out to the lucky winners (^^)~

for the past couple days ive been playing pico,..,i guess its a similar version of pigg without having a blog on ameblo.,.,lol,..,,. its really fun! and addicting  (*_*) some japanese ppl were laughing at my poor japanese, so they were teaching me lol.,..,they said my translator is horrible (=_=)

this is my character,,..,i like guy characters more than girls haha, they just always look cooler (>.>) cept lightning from ffxiii ,..,.,now she looks cool! XD i want to make her outfit for the hell of it!! (^o^)!
speaking of outfits,.,.a guy with a company saw some of my designs and wants to use it in their character design, but i dont like the ones i made.,.,so i want to ask him next time,.,.if i can redesign better outfits for his project ahah~,.,.although he doesnt like my name (T-T),.,.he likes liwanag or mitsuko better XD,.,.since my real name is like a boys name, that he doesnt approve ,.,.lol,..,,.(>.>) 

anyways i found michael jackson!!

lol hes still around~~ (*^^*)

anyways i HAVE to take summer classes now (=_=),.,.not an option anymore,..,there goes my summer and an extra month of classes,.,,.., owell i hope i am able to work while still attending classes (^^;)

i believe i'm over my cold, but i still feel dizzy and my head is still foggy, but i still look ill don't i?
i'm kinda glad that this week was pretty laid back and i dont have that many projects to do.

i want to get over this cold that i have right away, because i'm tired of being exhausted when i get home from classes.

i've been feeling antisocial lately. i don't even like it when ppl at school come up to me to talk.  i don't know why but i want to be left alone and not be bothered for awhile.

this week was a horrible week (=_=)

 

i feel sick.,,.i made myself sick,.,.,im so worried about my dad that you cant even understand (*-*)

ive been crying all day worried about him that when i tried to call him i had to stop myself and waited an hour to make myself calm down to actually be audible (T~T)

ahhhhhhhhh i wish i could go up north to see him, but i have such an important class to attend tomorrow that i cant,..,,.im so jealous of my brother for having the day off tomorrow (>,<)o,.,.,.

i hope all goes well for him!!! and hopefully he will be released this week so i can go visit him this weekend!!!

i know some ppl just cant stand anyone's drama, but for this blog it's where i can somewhat escape reality.

the fact that i am sick doesn't help the matter of getting a phone call from my grandfather telling me that my father is in the hospital again and will be having surgery on monday. i didnt know what to tell the old man, since we are not that close to begin with, and i didnt know how to react. i just pray that he will be fine in the end because i dont know what to do if i lost my best friend.,..,,.i really don't,.,.,.he's all the family i have other than my mother and brother.

i dont know my mother's side, the asian side, because they are still in the philippines and we havent had the money to travel there to finally meet them. my father's side, the caucasians, have no respect for myself, my mother, or my dick headed brother because we are not white.

that is my family and that's all i have.
i pray for his health,
i pray for a successful surgery,
and i pray for a speedy recovery so i can see his damn face come spring break!

 

hope you guys checked out my youtube site. there is a new video up and it's a contest (^o^)/,,..,go watch it now and enter to win some cool prizes XD. tell everyone you know! ,..,its a month long contest so no need to rush~

i was trying out a new hairstyle. i was inspired by miku after someone showed me a video of his hair lol. but i failed this time.,.,i will work on it later XP,..,its been awhile since i spiked up my hair.,.,and im kinda afraid even though my hair isnt THAT damaged from dying it.

ah i had a snow day today! but i did absolutely nothing.,,.i made that video and felt like shhhhiiiittttt (=_=),,.guuuhhhh i hate having a cold (T_T),..,i hope i feel better by next week!! (T^T)

im really starting to like this color hair on me (@w@),.,.but i want it more like a medium ash blond though .,..,,.later~~

 

i made vday cookies (>.>) anti-vday style buwaha! it took all day to make those cookies and my hands are still stained from the dye (*-*),.,.,.they're good! but i'm not going to eat them ahahah (^^;) i will be giving them out to my friends today or maybe tomorrow?? either way it was fun to make with friends <3

i wanted to make a video of it, but my camera died half way through,.,..i guess i could edit what i have now and make something out of it?

ANYWAYS!

hope you guys have a lovely vday, even if you make it anti-vday like i am XP

i dyed my hair today XD,.,.,.go figure that i couldn't wait. but im happy that i only bleached my hair once (*_*) and i got rid of all the black, but you know that horrid orange color right? well i just went with it and will just wait until march or something to redye my hair, cause i know this color will fade and you can tell where i had blond and where i had orange hair hahah!!!

 

before

 

after

where i had the brown before turned white when i attempted to do a root touch-up and some how the bleach went all over that section making it lighter than what i wanted, so it looks kinda gray auburn color XD

maybe i should save up and go to a salon like i keep telling myself and have them correct EVERYTHING.,,.and maybe get my eyebrows dyed (@w@),,.,.after my piercing heals (>.>)

at least i didnt lose any length when i dyed my hair today ,.,.yay!!!

i really like getting mail,.,.,.mail that doesn't contain bills inside of them (^^;)
i finally received the necklace i ordered online like a week ago~ really fast delivery and it came from china (*-*) really fast!!! << even with all this snow >>

anyways its a knock off of the one Uruha (guitarist from the gazette) has from a couple photoshoots and videos~~

the chain is really long where i dont have to unlatch it to put it on, so i think i will take out some of the links later on. im kinda afraid to wear,.,.,.i dont want it to break (*-*)

the bruising is slowly going away. as you can see i have some bruising action going on due to my new piercing. its still a little swollen, but it's gradually going down. ah i cant wait till it heals!!! along with my tongue piercing.
i really want to switch out the bar in my tongue. since the swelling has decreased a lot just this week, ive been having a hard time finding the right position to lay the piercing in my mouth where it doesn't bother me lol. just like my lip piercing with eating (=_=),..,,.,.uhh i have to wait another week before i can switch out the piercings to a shorter bar (T-T). but no complications thus far!!! happy happy~~~~

i hope my school gets closed down tomorrow due to the weather,..,.,*crosses fingers*

finally a snow day! almost. i had classes this morning then decided not to go to my 330-620pm class due to the weather. it usually takes me about 10 minutes to get back to my apartment from campus, but today took A LOT longer to get home. so much snow outside!!!(x_x) but luckily they closed the school down at 3:00pm. so when i got home, i went back to sleep for a bit and now i am up and ready to do,.,.,.something non school related!!! XDD  although i need to finish my illustration which you see above~~ i need to mount and wrap it for presentation tomorrow. i really hope there will be no classes tomorrow, or i will be sad to drive in this 'wonderful' weather again in the morning.

i really want to dye my hair soon, but i should def. wait till spring break,.,.,right?

 

did i mention that my friend bought me this at the convention for sharing my badge with her?? i'm in love, but i couldnt find the other one (T-T). anyways this will be another sad update. i dont know why i keep posting them (*-*) ahhh must be that time of year where a lot of ppl feel depressed due to the lack of sun..,,.,.or they just hate school that much (=_=). anyways this week has been a very bad week for me. i feel more depressed with schooling since my one instructor is forcing me to become a cookie cutter of girls and to design more normal stuff for a better grade. <<<< hate hate hate. everyone has been mentioning v-day, which i call single awareness day XDD and decided to make my friends cookies in the shapes of hearts and break them in half hahah!!! but it has been such a long time since i last went on a date (*-*), even though a lot of ppl say that others will call me cute or adorable, but still no dating in this ones life lol. also my dad was in the hospital for a long time due to pneumonia, but was recently released . when i called him during the week he wasnt doing any better. he sounded like his father (@.@) and he said he lost a lot of weight because he couldnt eat (T-T)..,,.i really wanted to pack up my stuff and go back home to take care of him (T^T) x100000000. it really bothers me that i cant do anything at this point and same with my mom. shes been upset with some stuff and i feel like i want to go back to see her as well. it must be an asian thing (thats what everyone says) that no matter the age you will always want to take care of your parents no matter what. is this true? anyways.,,.since i was such an emotional wreck i decided to do something, like dye my hair or get more piercings, so i went and got more piercings - eyebrow and tongue,.,.,.they had a sale going on that day, buy one get one free. so that was a good day. but now i feel lazy and dont want to do any of my projects even though everything is due next week *sigh*,.,.,.but in other news!!! i was offered another (this is the third time) partnership with youtube, but im not going to take it hahah~ thank you for watching my videos and leaving comments~ it truly makes me happy (*^^*)y

 
 

  

it's so hard to eat at the moment, my tongue is still sore, so ive been making smoothies and been drinking those lol~,.,.,i should work out now (*-*) then do homework,.,.,.,.yes (>.>) thats what i SHOULD do hahah~

 

i come home to a sink full of dishes all the time (and im hardly ever home anymore). sadly the last time i actually made a home cooked meal was sunday night. now look at this!!! i dont know how the hell my roommates do it, but they do a fine job in dirtying my kitchen.  they hardly do the dishes, ok never do the dishes, and they bitch and complain about how dirty the sink is.,.,.,.wtf am i suppose to do?? i did all those dishes after being at school for 10 plus hours, plus having projects to do as well. bunch of lazy bums, i am not your mother!!!,.,.and if i was damn im good~~ XDD

 

this weekend i went to this convention called ohayocon~ it was really fun and i had a blast!! i didnt take a lot of pictures this year for some reason? but either way it was nice to get away and able to dress up. i wish i had another outfit to wear other than my bou cosplay, but i got my picture taken a lot,..,and a lot of hugs (>.<) which i did not like at all. sorry but i dislike hugging lol (^^;). anyways a few youtube fans found me and we talked for a bit hahaah~ im surprised they recognized me (*-*), but im happy to meet you guys! sorry teddie for not being able to do your hair (T^T) i got to the convention a lot later than expected,.,.sorry!!! next time i will ok?? the dealers room was really disappointing,.,.,.they didnt have the cure stand, so they lacked the jrock goodness, so i was really sad. instead i just bought rilakkuma bears and a gloomy bear hahah!!! i also made a friend there too~ she was a big gazette fan so we talked and hung out for two days. i told her i want to cosplay as uruha next year and she got excited XDDD~,..,.,a lot happened, but i dont feel like typing it all out. i cant wait for the summer months to make another cosplay hahah and to get my hair done professionally (*^^*)